To whom it may concern:
My name is Jam, and it is very likely
that Obamacare saved my life.
The initial provisions of the
Affordable Care Act began to kick in right when I otherwise would
have aged out of my dad's insurance. The timing was perfect: my dad
started to pay a small premium month to keep me covered until I
turned 26, and I wasn't left with a gap in coverage. If the ACA
hadn't come into play, my original plan was to go without
insurance—after all, I was a young, reasonably healthy college
student (or so I thought), and I couldn't afford to pay monthly
premiums anyway. The healthcare available through my university, as
far as I knew, only covered catastrophic care and visits to the
on-campus doctors and nurses, and not referrals to specialists or
extended testing.
Cut to my senior year. I've been
struggling since high school with being constantly tired and
headachey, but I attribute this to lifestyle choices and poor sleep,
and power through it. During my senior year, however, things start to
go downhill. I begin rapidly losing weight. I can't eat solid food
without terrible pain. I am constantly hungry, but full after eating
one bite. My throat is bathed in acid 24/7. I suffer like this for
almost a year, subsisting entirely on Ensure shakes and barely
pulling through some of my classes. It is a gastroenterologist, paid
for by my dad's insurance, who ends up diagnosing me with celiac
disease. There's no way to know how long I would have persevered with
antacids and protein shakes and no diagnosis if I didn't have medical
coverage. I shudder to think that undiagnosed celiac disease can lead
to severe anemia, permanent loss of digestive function, and even
intestinal cancers.
Fast forward to winter, 2014. By this
point I've had to quit at least one job due to extreme fatigue and
depression. I've powered through several temp jobs and am trying my
best to keep the one I have right now. I can't keep up with my
40-hour-per-week schedule, however. All I can think about, all day,
is sleeping. I try to get on some medication for depression, but the
side effect of sedation pushes me over the edge. I come within a
hair's breadth of attempting suicide. I call a crisis hotline for
help. The police take me to the emergency room, and I end up in a
psychiatric hospital for six days. My memory is hazy until I detox
from the benzodiazepines, but I remember one guy stabbing himself in
the leg with a dull pencil when they tried to discharge him. He knew
he wasn't ready to go. The pencil went at least an inch and half into
the muscle of his thigh. His insurance wouldn't pay for more than 72
hours. I was still on my dad's insurance, and all six of my days were
covered, minus a co-pay that my parents could split between the two
of them.
After I turn 26 and age out of my
dad's insurance, I get on the Medicaid Buy-In for Working Adults with
Disabilities in my state—which, if I understand correctly, could only be
created via funding from the ACA. My fatigue is increasing, week
after week. I cut my working hours to 32 per week. I have to quit
that job and seek out another one that will let me work 20 hours a
week. I have to cut those hours to 15. To 10. I have to quit working
completely. I drop into regular Medicaid, which I qualify for only
due to the ACA expansion. It's January 2016. I'm having trouble
getting to the grocery store to buy food. I'm having trouble cooking
my own gluten-free meals. I can barely do laundry or sweep my own
floor. I go to the emergency room because I'm so tired it feels like
I'm dying. I'm sleeping up to 18 hours a day, and for the other 6 I
wish I were sleeping. They find nothing immediately life-threatening,
and counsel me to follow up with my primary care.
I'm able to schedule a sleep study
with National Jewish Health, paid for with Medicaid. By the time I go
to the sleep study, I've had to move back in with my mom because I
can't afford rent. I'm working again, but only 10 hours per week, and
even then sometimes I have to call in sick. I'm incredibly fortunate
to be working for an organization that lets me set my own schedule,
even at the last minute.
When the sleep study results come
back, I get an actual diagnosis: idiopathic hypersomnia. I start to
read about it and it explains my entire life from when I was about 16
years old. It's a very mysterious and rare condition, but is believed
to be a cousin to narcolepsy. Having this condition is like having
tranquilizers constantly in your blood. Waking up in the morning is
like fighting through a bottle of Xanax to keep your eyes open.
The good news: there's medication for
that--paid for with Medicaid. It takes a few months to find a good one and adjust the dose,
but I go from maybe 10 hours of work a week on a good week to a solid
15 to 20 every week. I can feed myself again, do some cleaning, run
errands on my days off. I still can't work a 40 hour workweek—the
medication is not a perfect cure-all—but I have hope again. The fog
of depression that's been following me around since high school
lifts. I don't want to die in the mornings anymore. I don't
constantly think about giving up. I no longer obsess about cutting
myself, burning myself, hurting myself just enough to release
adrenaline, to keep me feeling more awake—even just 15 more
minutes. Taking my medication feels like magic. So this is what it's
like to get through a day without desperately needing a nap. So this
is what it's like to actually want to get up and do something. So
this is what it's like to feel awake.
As the current administration begins
the process of dismantling the ACA, I've been researching my options.
My current income from working part time and picking up odd jobs, in
a good month, is around $1000. The out-of-pocket costs of my current
medication, at my current dose, would be about $300 to $600 dollars
per month. And that's not including necessary office visits to talk
about side effects, adjust dosages, and check in to obtain more
prescriptions. Without medication, I would completely lose my
ability to work, and would have to rely on the kindness of friends
and family in order to stay alive—or on government disability
payments, although that's not looking good, since they already denied me the last time I deteriorated. I know that my parents won't let
me starve or live out on the streets, but it's more than just being
able to work. What kind of quality of life is it to sleep for 18
hours a day and stumble around in a stupor for the rest of it? How
could I possibly keep my depression from coming back? Without access
to regular therapy, what hope would I have to keep myself from
falling back into the type of suicidal pit that almost claimed my
life two years ago?
At this point in time I have five
pre-existing conditions: autism spectrum disorder, celiac disease,
recurrent depression (severe), idiopathic hypersomnia, and polycystic
ovary syndrome. Without the provisions of the ACA that protect people
like me with pre-existing conditions, where am I going to get
coverage? What kind of medications, therapies, doctor's visits, am I
going to be able to afford on $1000 a month? If I'm shunted into a
state-run “high risk pool,” what kind of premiums and co-pays
will I be able to afford?
Not to mention, the “idiopathic”
part of idiopathic hypersomnia means, “without known cause.”
There is a biological reason that I have the symptoms that I have,
even if it's unknown now. Cutting off my healthcare at the root means
I'll never have a chance to figure out that ultimate, original,
causal diagnosis, which for all I know might even have a cure.
All I want is to have a reasonable
quality of life. I want to work for decent hours and decent wages. I
want to take pride in my occupation and in my education. I want to go
out with friends and family and enjoy their company. I want to have
the energy for my art, for my writing, for long-distance cycling, for
camping, for practicing new languages, for learning new things.
Without medication and therapy—without healthcare, I have very
little to look forward to, and very much to dread.
I hope that my story helps shed light
on how important the ACA has been to people. I believe that
affordable, accessible healthcare is a human right, and should be
given to all citizens of our nation.
Thank you for your time.
