following the diet they gave me was supposed to make me feel better.
I'm depressed again. My muscles have a constant, low-key ache that worsens but never stops. I'm closer to tears than usual. I'm tired, always tired, like I've always been my whole life and that never changes.
I'm scared and feel like my life is mostly aimless. I guess nowadays that's always part of being in one's 20s. . .